Kevin's 22nd @ Lunar!

25/07. Kevin's 22nd. Lunar's private room. 21 pax. 8 bottles of martell.

An unforgettable night.

Happiness

"Live every second like its your last." People who always take things for granted or are never contented with what they have will probably never understand this. I've never really grasped the true meaning behind this phrase till recently. I've never felt this kind of happiness before.. Its like everything in my life is all in place and complete. Its not the kind of joy you experience on a roller coaster ride where after it reaches it's climax, it starts to drop and the cycle just keeps repeating itself. This kind of joy feels more or less "settled down" in a way.

I used to be quite a bitter person. Always judging people, bearing grudges, being petty.. But after I met my dear boy, I've been influenced by him and I can really feel the big change. Sure we've had our bad times when we don't agree with one another or do something stupid to piss the other off, but its the first time when I will actually stop to think, "I can't let ego ruin this. Every second we stay mad at each other is another moment that we've lost forever. I can't afford to live to regret this." Its like seeing life in a whole new perspective. Since the day I met you, ever so often, I find myself sitting back, smiling to myself and thinking, "Life is so beautiful."

I'm so glad I met you. And even if things should go wrong in the future, loving you will be something I will never forget or regret. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be good enough for you or if I've done anything so bad in the past that karma will come for me and I will lose you. It might be too early to tell, but you're so promising and I really hope with all my heart that we'll make it through. You complete me, I love you so. ♥♥♥

Life has been so beautiful, I don't want anything to change right now. Haha so I finally dyed my hair red after much persuasion. I've never tried red before cause I never really liked the look but I love it now! Kinda miss a dark color after all the goldish light browns. Bf has a fetish for girls in red hair + bling hair band + checkered shirt + shoes. So I thought I should at least try to make myself prettier in his eyes LOL.

School next semester is gonna be super busy + tough for me. Its so depressing to even think about it so I shall not kill the joy of the last 4days of holidays! So happy cause today marks our third month together! :) I wonder where we're going for dinner tonight and I hope we get tics for Eclipse! ^^ So excited for tonight hehehe! CAN YOU FEEL MY JOY?!

3rd ♥

We're 3months old!

Back!

So I am back to blog and didn't just leave it to die at the first post! Hahaha. I met up with Amicell yesterday! After so long, it felt good to finally be able to catch up on one another's lives :) Caught a movie with bf and the boys after that. The movie wasn't boring, but every inch of me was trying to keep awake throughout. One bad thing about getting my body clock back to normal is that I'm always feeling dead beat by 10+ every night. I only feel fully recharged after a full good 12hrs of sleep. Why am I such a pig -.-

Bf got a job and is starting work next week already. Which means I won't have company for my last week of hols and we won't get to go on dates :( I've been wanting to go to the Zoo and Universal Studios for the longest time la! We've been talking about it for ages, but we never had a chance to carry out our plans because lazy pig me always can't wake up in the morning. Sigh, what shall I do for my last week of hols before I return to the mundane 6day week of school? What the hell happened to TGIF?! Why must I have school on Saturdays! *continues grumbling*

Oh and, I'm gonna disable comments from now on. So do formspring me instead! ;)

Grades

I just failed English for the first time in my entire life. I can't believe this. This is fucking bullshit. Now I have to waste my time + money retaking the subject next semester. Wtf I am so pissed with myself!

REVIVAL

I AM SO BORED RIGHT NOW THAT I'M GONNA BLOG AND REVIVE THIS SPACE. Why the hell is there people still visiting this space anyway? This has probably been abandoned long enough to grow fungi already. So why am I back?! Boredom drove me back here to blog, but coming to think about it, I do miss having a space to rant. Kicksforkisses, I'm coming back for you!

I have trouble sleeping. I hate waking up at night. I need to see the sun. I can't get to sleep till noon. My body clock is annoying the shit out of me. Still gotta wake up early later for father's day dinner! This is the first year we're celebrating it without my mum cause she's half the globe away from us :( Means dinner later is just gonna be my dad, bro and me. They're gonna "men's talk" again, so excited to sit at the table later and stone.

Updates on my life! 2010 has been going so fast and I can't believe we're already halfway through! I quit working at boatquay and continued my studies in April. Currently taking a private diploma at SIM and I must say, THE TRAVELLING IS KILLING ME. I have to constantly remind myself why I chose to give up Tp for SIM. 15months, lets just get this over and done with. All my time has been spent with my bf, whom is also the one who has been keeping me so happy! I've been blissfully attached to Zhi for coming to 3months now and everything is still so beautiful just like how it was from the start :) Complete contentment.

I do hope I'll continue to blog religiously and not leave this "revival" to just one post LOL. Btw in case you haven't noticed, I AM ALIVE ON TWITTER AGAIN! Wheeee I feel connected to the cyber world again ^^